Finding Essence

My heart is not settled. It takes time to see for what it is and to make the marks as is. It is simple and complex at the same time. The obvious and the implicit. Keeping what is important and removing what is not. Colors is an internal not an external problem. Once revealed it is as clear as ever been but will remain hidden until found. Structure can only amplify but not the source. How much and how far am I willing to find it?