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SeaBreeze Farms November 27 2025
Very inspired after watching The Thinking Game Can Intelligence Being help me paint? I know I can swim fast because to swim fast one just have to be able to feel what it is like to swim faster like remembering the sensation of being able to balance for the first time on the bicycle. Hence it's endless swim sprint workouts of 50m and 100m until the swimmer is able to feel the sensation of moving faster and faster in the water. Swimming is a very technical sports like every
Nov 27


Frank’s November 10 2025
15 min still life drawing over Zoom is like doing Sprints in the pool for 50m 100m 200m. I never drew in front a computer when I was on the East Coast w 13 ft vertical ceiling and 20 ft horizontal wall space studios but on West Coast with endless water air and sky ahead it's actually good training to get mind eyes hands ready like doing sprints in the pool to improve swim Forms. With painting, life ahead w the coming of dark times and with swimming, ocean awaits. Breathe t
Nov 11


Torrey Pines October 29 2025
I used to walk and bike the length of Manhattan island like Mamdani to feel the inspiration from all the neighborhoods, people, buildings, streets and city noise. Now traversing along the cliffs next to water and sky silently feeling the relentless late season roar sounds of endless Pacific waves.
Oct 29


Frank’s October 27 2025
It takes very little to still keep some hints of a figure during 1 min quick abstract drawing w the model vs AI trying so hard to pretend that a video of Obama is really the real Obama to convince the human eyes to accept that it is real. To feel vs To consume. On Sunday I taught Oliver to be one w the convy so he can be safe within himself and within a moving car. Cedric told me that you don't get faster during the workout but from what you do outside the workout i.e. th
Oct 28


Torrey Pines October 13 2025
My Dear Friend Brigitte warmed my heart by saying ... but your WC makes one feel so safe and happy, so confident in nature . The blank white page always gives me the same self doubt similar to my entrance every time into the ocean until the first mark w some color is made and my toes touching the cold water. Let the breath quiet the wandering thoughts to trust the process, the intention and the preparation to ground the body into this beautiful Earth and find the joy of jus
Oct 13


Torrey Pines October 10 2025
To paint w open heart I have to abandon what I see and trust feelings emerged out of subconsciousness via Dadaist intentions of accidental mark making anchored by Cézanne pictorial planes while awareness of my breath leaving behind any remnants of conscious thoughts. I swam w an open heart tonight literally. My smart googles gave me an insight to keep my power stroke stretched out a little longer so I could swim more perpendicular to the water and open my heart more to the sk
Oct 10


Frank’s October 6 2026
After Frank’s class, listening to Santana's Black Magic woman. The opening riff is what Abstraction all about ❤️to express the...
Oct 7


Torrey Pines September 30 2025
I should learn from my smart goggles. Can’t swim fast right away but need to warm up before all the engines start firing then pace it...
Oct 1


Frank’s September 29 2025
I haven’t drawn the figures in a while. Never over zoom. Hans Hoffman reminded me that the figure is Nature. Remembering the wide-eyed...
Sep 29


Black Beach September 24 2025
Saw Spike and Denzel’s latest on Apple TV Are they going old school back in search for the Real? Connected w how Denzel said he...
Sep 24


Torrey Pines September 22 2025
Frank showed me a Cézanne drawing today that reminded me why I paint in the first place. Cézanne painted because he had too regardless...
Sep 23


Seabreeze Darms Drive September 16 2025
Today is a kinda day that it’s hard to be mean to yourself even though the rest of the world can be just so mean. I walked a mile with...
Sep 16


Seabreeze Farms September 12 2025
It's 5 AM Perplexity reported horrible shore's conditions. No 5K swim today to visit my dolphin friends 😒 Quickly finished Frank's...
Sep 12


La Fonda September 1 2025
We finally crossed the border and got to see the Big Beautiful Border Wall up close for the first time. These sumptuous beautifully...
Sep 1


VNese retreat August 6-10 20205
DeerPark is the only place where I can feel safe to cry and breathe deeply to feel the long buried remnants of the unsaid of fears...
Aug 16


The Conversation Tuesday 7/29/2025
I finally saw The Conversation - Wikipedia Francis Ford Coppola's one of 4 greatest 70's films . Harry Caul character at the end...
Jul 30


The Raft is not the Shore
Thursday 6/28/2025 Thầy wrote in The Raft Is Not The Shore - Conversations Toward A Buddhist-Christian Awareness A conversation with...
Jun 28


April 29 2025 50 years later @Home but a new eternal search is on
Take a color family and be its friend. Find out its potential strength and weakness Painting is like navigating the rough ocean with...
May 9
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