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Lunch w Jay
Jay called me out of the blue on Friday. I was so happy to hear his voice. After Amherst the last time I saw Jay was when the Wall came down in Berlin and then after finishing my MBA in New York when I decided to not go down to Wall st to be w the big boys and started painting at the League w Frank. If Frank had watered the seed Jay planted it. No one creates alone and we all are descendants of the great Masters & Teachers of Past and Present receiving all the gifts of lo
Oct 19, 2025


Why I paint
I finally found a place where I can just sit to watch the sky water air and land merging as one so I can just breathe and watch my brush releasing the right colors that reflect how I feel so I could just be and be one as well đ€
Oct 17, 2025


Torrey Pines October 13 2025
My Dear Friend Brigitte warmed my heart by saying ... but your WC makes one feel so safe and happy, so confident in nature . The blank white page always gives me the same self doubt similar to my entrance every time into the ocean until the first mark w some color is made and my toes touching the cold water. Let the breath quiet the wandering thoughts to trust the process, the intention and the preparation to ground the body into this beautiful Earth and find the joy of jus
Oct 13, 2025


Torrey Pines October 10 2025
To paint w open heart I have to abandon what I see and trust feelings emerged out of subconsciousness via Dadaist intentions of accidental mark making anchored by Cézanne pictorial planes while awareness of my breath leaving behind any remnants of conscious thoughts. I swam w an open heart tonight literally. My smart googles gave me an insight to keep my power stroke stretched out a little longer so I could swim more perpendicular to the water and open my heart more to the sk
Oct 10, 2025


Frankâs October 6 2026
After Frankâs class, listening to Santana's Black Magic woman. The opening riff is what Abstraction all about â€ïžto express the...
Oct 7, 2025


Torrey Pines September 30 2025
I should learn from my smart goggles. Canât swim fast right away but need to warm up before all the engines start firing then pace it...
Oct 1, 2025


Frankâs September 29 2025
I havenât drawn the figures in a while. Never over zoom. Hans Hoffman reminded me that the figure is Nature. Remembering the wide-eyed...
Sep 29, 2025


Black Beach September 24 2025
Saw Spike and Denzelâs latest on Apple TV Are they going old school back in search for the Real? Connected w how Denzel said he...
Sep 24, 2025


Torrey Pines September 22 2025
Frank showed me a Cézanne drawing today that reminded me why I paint in the first place. Cézanne painted because he had too regardless...
Sep 23, 2025


Seabreeze Darms Drive September 16 2025
Today is a kinda day that itâs hard to be mean to yourself even though the rest of the world can be just so mean. I walked a mile with...
Sep 16, 2025


Why I journal
Alien intelligence (not Artificial) is able to explain clearly of my painting intention. Why is it ok for AI to create the business transactions that I need during the day but not to reveal my painting intention? Two sides of the same coin. When I first read Journal De EUGĂNE DELACROIX I thought journaling might help me paint as I was leaving my East Coast Trees . The intention is to have a quick short writing style to get to the point quickly so I could know what to paint
Sep 15, 2025


First Contact w AI
It's 5 AM Perplexity reported horrible shore's conditions. No 5K swim today to visit my dolphin friends đ Quickly finished Frank's still life class exercise before 9 AM EST call. Felt the breath as antidote to all the hatred vibes coming from Charlie Kirk's and his Bros RIP. Watching in silence of how Comet digesting all of my words in an instance and helping me to create my first NFT but happy that I am invisible to them all. Frank Morgan's blaring behind me. Whip
Sep 12, 2025


La Fonda September 1 2025
We finally crossed the border and got to see the Big Beautiful Border Wall up close for the first time. These sumptuous beautifully...
Sep 1, 2025


VNese retreat August 6-10 20205
DeerPark is the only place where I can feel safe to cry and breathe deeply to feel the long buried remnants of the unsaid of fears...
Aug 17, 2025


The Conversation Tuesday 7/29/2025
I finally saw The Conversation - Wikipedia Francis Ford Coppola's one of 4 greatest 70's films . Harry Caul character at the end...
Jul 30, 2025


Jul 28, 2025


The Raft is not the Shore
Thursday 6/28/2025 Tháș§y wrote in The Raft Is Not The Shore - Conversations Toward A Buddhist-Christian Awareness A conversation with...
Jun 28, 2025


May 18, 2025


April 29 2025 50 years later @Home but a new eternal search is on
Take a color family and be its friend. Find out its potential strength and weakness Painting is like navigating the rough ocean with...
May 9, 2025


DeerPark Wednesday 4/16/2025
Follow the trees and fill the in between w the breath to watch the self emerges (while listening to the pecking sound of the tree pecker)
Apr 17, 2025
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